The End Of The Road
February 16th, 2006Well, it looks like I am finally done with EMS life. I decided to make my complete exit, and have given up on my Paramedic certification.
I will say that I have loved my career. My peers have told me that they are sad to see me go, and I am just as sad to do so. However, after 16 years, I have had enough, and so has my family.
It has been a great job. I have had no other job that gave me so much personal reward. There were many tough times, and life in EMS is almost never grand, but at least it is satisfying. The job caused many personal problems for me and my family. It nearly destroyed my marriage, and took many hours of enjoyment away from my daughter and I. I think it is all due to the addicting nature of the EMS life. It truly is an addicting career, and one that will swallow your whole life if you let it. That was my mistake. I allowed my job to come before my family so many times, that in the end, I had to make a choice. I know this is the right one.
I do love my family, and I only hope that this decision will finally put an end to any questions they may have about my loyalty. As for the friends that I have made through my career, I can only hope that they understand, and will stand behind me on this decision, like they have on so many other occasions.
The friends I have made throughout my career have been the very best I could have hoped for. There were so many times that, as a Paramedic, they had to doubt my decisions, but in the end they always stood behind me.
I consider myself to have been one of the best Paramedics around. Over the years I have managed to continually educate myself, and now have a stack of certifications nearly 2 inches tall. I have received numerous accommodations from my peers, as well as two from the governor of my state, one for the deliver of a premature breach baby, and the other for my handling of a mass casualty disaster.
However, there is only one license that I am going to keep now. With that license, I promised to love honor and cherish someone, and that is the career I will spend the rest of my life.
Kind regards and best wishes to all my friends and colleagues.

